Saturday, October 20, 2012

2 and 1/2 Weeks

Until I get to find out how far along I am. It has only been a week and a half since I initially found out and it feels like a life time! I want to know my baby is healthy, I want to know that its growing right, and I want to make sure the dream I had last night wasn't a premonition...

I dreamed I am having twins... I don't think I'm ready for that... Not with what I want. I need to change some things, and I know I will need to work twice as hard to get there but I have to change things and do better for myself and my baby. I'm happy and love my life but it is not the life I want when I'm raising my child.

Written a week ago today... Posting anyway

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